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I sought her from myself (from The Poem of the Sufi Way)
I sought her from myself, she was there all along; how strange that I had concealed her from me.
I kept going back and forth with her, within myself -- my senses drunk, her beauties, my wine --
Setting out from certain knowledge to its source and truth, reality my quest,
Calling to myself from me to guide me by my voice to that part of me lost in my search.
Me begging me to raise the screen by lifting up the veil, for I was my only means to me.
I was gazing into the mirror of my beauty to see the perfection of my being in my contemplation of my face,
And mouthing my name, I listened and leaned toward me, looking to one who could make me hear mention of me in my voice,
Placing my hands upon my heart, hoping to hold me there in my embrace,
Rising toward my breaths pleading they would pass by me that I might find me there.
Until a flash appeared from me to my eye; the break of my dawn shone clear, my dark sky disappeared.
There, where reason recoils, I arrived, and my bond and union reached to me from myself.
Then I glowed in joy, as I attained to me with a certainty that spared me from my journey's hard ride.
I led myself to me after I called me back; my soul my means, my guide to me.
When I pulled away the curtains of sensuous disguise brought down by the mysteries of wisdom,
I raised the screen from my soul by lifting up the veil, and so it answered my question.
I had rubbed the rust of my attributes from the mirror of my being, and it was encircled with my beaming rays,
And I summoned me to witness me since no other existed in my witness to rival me.
My mentioning my name made me hear it in my recollection as my soul, negating sense, said my name and listened.
I hugged myself -- but not by wrapping arms around my ribs -- that I might embrace my identity.
I inhaled my spirit, while the air of my breath perfumed scattered ambergris with fragrance,
All of me free from the dual quality of sensation, my freedom within, I, one with my essence.
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