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Knowledge and Ignorance (from Amritanubhav)
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By looking in a mirror, one perceives his own identity;
But that identity was already there. In the same way, relative knowledge gives the understanding Of the identity of the world and the Self -- But it is like using a knife To cut another knife. Fire, in the process of annihilating camphor, Annihilates itself as well; This is exactly what happens to knowledge In the process of destroying ignorance. The cresting of a wave is but its fall; The flash of a bolt of lightning Is but its fading. Likewise, knowledge, Drinking up the water of ignorance, Grows so large That it completely annihilates itself. This absolute Knowledge is like The intrinsic fullness of the moon, Which is unaffected By its apparent waxing and waning. Likewise, that which is Consciousness Itself Does not possess the quality of being conscious, And is, therefore, not conscious of Itself. If absolute Knowledge required the aid Of some other kind of knowledge to know Itself, It would be nothing but ignorance. Of course, light is not darkness; But, to itself, is it even light? If there is a pot, a pot is perceived, And if the pot is broken, its brokenness is perceived; If there is no pot at all, Is not its absence perceived as well? It can be seen, therefore, That he who perceives that there is nothing Does not himself become nothing. The Self has this same unique kind of existence, Beyond both existence and non-existence. The ultimate Reality Is neither an object to Itself Nor is It an object to anyone else. Should it then be regarded as non-existent? In a tank the water may be so clear That it appears non-existent; Though one who looks into the tank may not see it, Still it is there. Similarly, The ultimate Reality exists in Itself, And is beyond the conceptions Of existence or non-existence. When a jar is placed on the ground, We have the ground with a jar; When the jar is taken away, We have the ground without a jar; But when neither of these conditions exists, The ground exists in its unqualified state. It is in this same way That the ultimate Reality exists.
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This excerpt from the Amritanubhava is an exploration of limited and absolute knowledge. Through metaphoric imagery he is trying to convey the differences between fluctuating awareness, awareness of fluctuation, and the settled awareness perceiving the unchanging reality.
Jnanadev is describing how we objectify reality, how we place it 'out there' and perceive it as separate from ourselves, so we can then see how that reality reflects something of our own nature and world back to us.
"By looking in a mirror, one perceives his own identity; / But that identity was already there." A reflection in the mirror may suggest your own face, but it is not your face. If that mirror is removed or if you look away, you no longer see your face. Does that mean you've ceased to exist? Of course not. You're still right here. We don't disappear or die when that external object is no longer perceived.
So too with Reality. The more deeply we look, the more still our awareness, the more we begin to perceive in all phenomena a constant collapse that continuously resolves itself back into the undifferentiated reality of which it is a reflection. "The cresting wave is but its fall; / The flash of a bolt of lightning / Is but its fading."
Ultimately, we recognize that what we are truly looking at is always some shimmering aspect of our own Self. We are not observing objects or events 'out there,' we are not watching the "waxing and waning" of the moon. Whichever phase of the moon may appear to be in, we finally see that we are already standing in the flooding light of its "intrinsic fullness." Even when the form that suggests fullness is removed from our perception, that inherent fullness is not actually gone.
Most of us expend immense effort to find something we don't already have: God, wealth, romance... None of those quests truly end by acquiring something new, a new lover, a bigger paycheck, a divine visitation. All of those things are 'things,' objects. They are reflections that only suggest what we seek, not the true goal itself.
"The ultimate Reality / Is neither an object to Itself / Nor is It an object to anyone else." In our constant reflex to try to conceptualize and objectify the Divine, we keep failing because the Eternal cannot be entirely contained by something limited. "The ultimate Reality exists in Itself, / And is beyond the conceptions / Of existence or non-existence." It is not the reflection we seek, not the obtainable (and losable) 'object.' When we stop seeking an external 'thing,' the mind finally settles down enough to perceive what truly and eternally IS. Jnanadev expresses it this way:
When a jar is placed on the ground,
We have the ground with a jar;
When the jar is taken away,
We have the ground without a jar;
But when neither of these conditions exists,
The ground exists in its unqualified state.
It is in this same way
That the ultimate Reality exists.
We are so fixated on the jar, the object, that we see ground with jar or ground with no jar -- and miss the underlying and eternal fact of the ground itself, regardless of the presence or absence of a jar. We are so used to the constant presence of the ground that we take it for granted and only notice that which changes.
A good exercise for the day: Notice the ground, not what moves upon it.
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