Kill me, my faithful friends

by Mansur al- Hallaj

English version by Andrew Harvey
Original Language Arabic

Kill me, my faithful friends,
For in my being killed is my life.

Love is that you remain standing
In front of your Beloved
When you are stripped of all your attributes;
Then His attributes become your qualities.

Between me and You, there is only me.
Take away the me, so only You remain.

-- from Perfume of the Desert: Inspirations from Sufi Wisdom, by Andrew Harvey / Eryk Hanut

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Commentary by Ivan M. Granger

At first reading, this poem by Hallaj is really rather disturbing. Why is he begging his "faithful friends" to kill him? Even the language of being "stripped" has an element of violence to it. Yet, with all of that, why does the poem seem to emanate such bliss?

When Hallaj asks to be killed, he follows by saying that "in my being killed is my life." He is not talking about physical death, he is talking about the mystic's death, the death of the ego-self, ecstatic annihilation in God. And in that annihilation, true life is found. This is what he implores his faithful friends to grant him.

Such a radical loss of the ego is like standing naked, "stripped of all your attributes" before God, the Beloved. When that occurs, you recognize the divine qualities are actually your qualities, have been all along.

Hallaj's final lines are especially rich in meaning. When there is "me and You," that is, a sense of duality or separation between you and God, "there is only me." The ego-self, the "me," shades all perception so everything, even the idea of God, only reflects the ego back to itself.

This is why you must "take away the me." When you do that, when you drop the ego-sense, then no "me" remains and the Divine is found to be present everywhere.

Recommended Books: Mansur al- Hallaj

Music of a Distant Drum: Classical Arabic, Persian, Turkish & Hebrew Poems Perfume of the Desert: Inspirations from Sufi Wisdom Islamic Mystical Poetry: Sufi Verse from the Early Mystics to Rumi Early Islamic Mysticism: Sufi, Quran, Miraj, Poetic and Theological Writings (Classics of Western Spirituality) Sufi Poems: A Mediaeval Anthology
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