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What I want is to see your face
What I want is to see your face in a tree, in the sun coming out, in the air.
What I want is to hear the falcon-drum, and light again on your forearm.
You say, "Tell him I'm not here." The sound of that brusque dismissal becomes what I want.
To see in every palm your elegant silver coin-shavings, to turn with the wheel of the rain, to fall with the falling bread of every experience,
to swim like a huge fish in ocean water, to be Jacob recognizing Joseph. To be a desert mountain instead of a city.
I'm tired of cowards. I want to live with lions. With Moses.
Not whining, teary people. I want the ranting of drunkards. I want to sing like birds sing, not worrying who hears, or what they think.
Last night, a great teacher went from door to door with a lamp. "He who is not to be found is the one I'm looking for."
Beyond wanting, beyond place, inside form, That One. A flute says, I have no hope for finding that.
But Love plays and is the music played. Let that musician finish this poem.
Shams, I am a waterbird flying into the sun.
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