{"id":6543,"date":"2019-09-06T09:21:31","date_gmt":"2019-09-06T16:21:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/blog\/?p=6543"},"modified":"2019-09-06T09:21:32","modified_gmt":"2019-09-06T16:21:32","slug":"abu-said-abil-kheir-beg-for-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/blog\/2019\/09\/06\/abu-said-abil-kheir-beg-for-love\/","title":{"rendered":"Abu-Said Abil-Kheir – Beg for Love"},"content":{"rendered":"

Beg for Love
\nby Abu-Said Abil-Kheir<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

English version by Vraje Abramian<\/font><\/p>\n

Beg for Love.
\nConsider this burning, and those who
\nburn, as gifts from the Friend.
\nNothing to learn.
\nToo much has already been said.
\nWhen you read a single page from
\nthe silent book of your heart,
\nyou will laugh at all this chattering,
\nall this pretentious learning.<\/em><\/p>\n

<\/a> \u2014 from Nobody, Son of Nobody: Poems of Shaikh Abu-Saeed Abil-Kheir<\/a>, Translated by Vraje Abramian<\/font><\/p>\n


\n\/ Image by greenzowie<\/a> \/<\/em><\/font><\/p>\n

All of my life I have dealt with anxiety. At times quite severe. When I was younger, I used to twist myself into convoluted states of pretense to convince myself that it wasn\u2019t there. Or I would mask it behind anger \u2014 someone or some situation must be to blame for my tension. At a certain point I grew tired of my evasions and I simply accepted the patterns of anxiety in my life. I made friends with it. And in befriending it, I came to know it better.<\/p>\n

While the anxiety patterns are generally reduced in my life these days, I can\u2019t say that they are entirely gone. When anxiety shows up, I sit with it and we talk. As I relax out of my reflexive resistance, I learn more about myself. The anxiety in its way is a teacher. It tears holes in the latest social facade I\u2019ve begun constructing. Instead of imagining that the anxiety points to something being \u201cwrong,\u201d which implies that something must be fixed in a state of desperation, I tend now to relate to anxiety as an accent in the awareness \u2014 and as an intense sensation. Anxiety can seem physical at times and, as a sensation, it burns.<\/p>\n

When anxiety appears the first thought is, What\u2019s wrong? I go through a rapid assessment of the daily elements of my life: my current projects as a computer programmer, my income, my work with the Poetry Chaikhana, recent conversations with my wife, chores that need to be done, am I meditating enough, how is my health\u2026 The list expands to be as long as my anxiety-controlled mind wants to make it. But, if nothing truly worthy of concern emerges in that first quick self-assessment, what I\u2019ve learned to do is stop shredding my life up in search of the \u201cproblem\u201d and just sit with that burning sensation of anxiety itself and let it reveal what it has to say in its own way.<\/p>\n

Nine times out of ten I find that it is not about practical life issues and, instead, it has shown up to tease and chide me as it highlights some ego pattern I hadn\u2019t recognized in the midst of my daily busyness. It burns and stings until I remember, Oh, yes, I am not that neat, two-dimensional figure I once again had begun to imagine myself to be. When I let go of that cardboard cutout version of myself, the heat of the anxiety consumes it and, satisfied, it dissipates, leaving me somehow more fully myself.<\/p>\n

So in my idiosyncratic reading of this poem by the great Abu-Said Abil-Kheir, when he talks about burning as being \u201cgifts from the Friend,\u201d I relate to it in a highly personal and visceral way. I hear in his words how the intense, often painful experiences in life can be embraced as a cleansing process that in some alchemical sense refines us, ushering us into a deeper sense of self.<\/p>\n

Nothing to learn.
\nToo much has already been said.<\/i><\/p>\n

The real path is not about thinking or book learning, but about falling silent and opening ourselves to the intense transformative energies already at work in our lives. That\u2019s when we enter that most holy of places, the heart.<\/p>\n

When you read a single page from
\nthe silent book of your heart,
\nyou will laugh at all this chattering,
\nall this pretentious learning.<\/i><\/p>\n


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<\/a>Recommended Books: Abu-Said Abil-Kheir<\/font><\/b><\/p>\n

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<\/a><\/td>\n<\/a><\/td>\n<\/a><\/td>\n<\/a><\/td>\n<\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n
The Longing in Between: Sacred Poetry from Around the World (A Poetry Chaikhana Anthology)<\/a><\/small><\/td>\nThis Dance of Bliss: Ecstatic Poetry from Around the World<\/a><\/small><\/td>\nThe Drunken Universe: An Anthology of Persian Sufi Poetry<\/a><\/small><\/td>\nNobody, Son of Nobody: Poems of Shaikh Abu-Saeed Abil-Kheir<\/a><\/small><\/td>\nLove\u2019s Alchemy: Poems from the Sufi Tradition<\/a><\/small><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n
More Books >><\/a><\/i><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n

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Turkmenistan (967 \u2013 1049) Timeline<\/a>
\nMuslim \/ Sufi<\/a><\/a>
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Sheikh Abu-Said Abil-Kheir was one of the earlier Sufi poets. He lived more than two centuries before Mevlana Jelaluddin Rumi, yet, like Rumi, much of his mysticism follows a similar path of annihilation in divine Love.<\/p>\n

Abu-Said\u2019s poetry ranges from the ecstatic and celestial, to struggles with abandonment. His poetry has an immediacy and even a sort of devoutly wry petulance that can draw comparisons with the great Bengali poet, Ramprasad.<\/p>\n

Abu Said referred to himself as \u201cNobody, Son of Nobody,\u201d to convey the mystic\u2019s sense of having completely merged or disappeared into the Divine, leaving no trace of the ego behind.<\/p>\n

He lived in Mayhana in what is modern day Turkmenistan, just north of Iran and Afghanistan in Central Asia.<\/p>\n

More poetry by Abu-Said Abil-Kheir<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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