{"id":6573,"date":"2019-10-07T08:28:21","date_gmt":"2019-10-07T15:28:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/blog\/?p=6573"},"modified":"2019-10-07T08:41:19","modified_gmt":"2019-10-07T15:41:19","slug":"theodore-roethke-in-a-dark-time-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/blog\/2019\/10\/07\/theodore-roethke-in-a-dark-time-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Theodore Roethke &#8211; In a Dark Time"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>In a Dark Time<br \/>\nby <a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Poets\/R\/RoethkeTheod\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Theodore Roethke<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>In a dark time, the eye begins to see,<br \/>\nI meet my shadow in the deepening shade;<br \/>\nI hear my echo in the echoing wood \u2014<br \/>\nA lord of nature weeping to a tree,<br \/>\nI live between the heron and the wren,<br \/>\nBeasts of the hill and serpents of the den.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>What\u2019s madness but nobility of soul<br \/>\nAt odds with circumstance? The day\u2019s on fire!<br \/>\nI know the purity of pure despair,<br \/>\nMy shadow pinned against a sweating wall.<br \/>\nThat place among the rocks \u2014 is it a cave,<br \/>\nOr winding path? The edge is what I have.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>A steady storm of correspondences!<br \/>\nA night flowing with birds, a ragged moon,<br \/>\nAnd in broad day the midnight come again!<br \/>\nA man goes far to find out what he is \u2014<br \/>\nDeath of the self in a long, tearless night,<br \/>\nAll natural shapes blazing unnatural light.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><br \/>\n<\/em><em><\/em><em><\/em><em>Dark, dark my light, and darker my desire.<br \/>\nMy soul, like some heat-maddened summer fly,<br \/>\nKeeps buzzing at the sill. Which I is I?<br \/>\nA fallen man, I climb out of my fear.<br \/>\nThe mind enters itself, and God the mind,<br \/>\nAnd one is One, free in the tearing wind.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/9780385086011\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/images\/books\/2553.jpg\">  <\/a><font face=\"Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif\" size=\"1\"> \u2014 from <a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/9780385086011\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">The Collected Poems of Theodore Roethke<\/a>, by Theodore Roethke<\/font><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/img14.deviantart.net\/2807\/i\/2014\/279\/b\/9\/my_shadows_and_i_by_ineedchemicalx-d81t6mx.jpg\" hspace=\"7\" vspace=\"7\" width=\"500\" height=\"375\"><br \/>\n<font size=\"1\"><em>\/ Image by <a href=\"https:\/\/ineedchemicalx.deviantart.com\/\">iNeedChemicalX<\/a> \/<\/em><\/font><\/p>\n<p>Over the weekend I came across the following article:<\/p>\n<p><center><\/p>\n<table width=\"500\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td><a href=\"https:\/\/www.keele.ac.uk\/discover\/news\/2019\/october\/emergency-poet\/literary-pharmacy.php\"><b>\u201cEmergency Poet\u201d Opens Literary Pharmacy to Support Mental Health<\/b><br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.keele.ac.uk\/discover\/news\/2019\/october\/emergency-poet\/poetry-pharmacy-960.jpg\" width=\"450\" height=\"300\"><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p><\/center><\/p>\n<p>Keele University in the UK has decided to open up what they are calling a \u201cpoetry pharmacy\u201d to issue poetic therapy and first aid.  They\u2019ve set it up so you can move through rooms based on your particular need, everything from affairs of the heart to when the world is just too much.<\/p>\n<p>I love this idea!  We need a poetic first aid center in every community.  I suppose, in my way, I try to do that with the Poetry Chaikhana.<\/p>\n<p>If this idea intrigues you, an excellent book to read on the healing power of poetry is <a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0874778824\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Poetic Medicine, by John Fox<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Thinking about poetry as medicine brought to mind this poem by Theodore Roethke\u2026<\/p>\n<p>This poem by Roethke is one of those poems to keep close in difficult times.<\/p>\n<p><i>In a dark time, the eye begins to see<\/i><\/p>\n<p>The struggle against despair, disorientation, darkness. The solitary individual lost in a lost world. We have all been there at some point in our lives.  Deep seekers have a particular tendency to travel through those shadowed spaces.<\/p>\n<p><i>I know the purity of pure despair,<br \/>\nMy shadow pinned against a sweating wall.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>That despair is often a deep-seated sense that something is fundamentally wrong with the human world presented to us. It can feel uncaring, limited, violent, broken, and incomplete.  In other words, it is a place that does not accept the individual as he or she is.  To operate in the human world, we are forced into games of pretense and self-disguise.  It is a feeling of homelessness and isolation.<\/p>\n<p>What does one do when the soul is at odds with circumstance? It creates a terrible crisis. As social creatures, we align with the group mind, often without awareness or consent. The more naturally we do this, the better we fit into society and exist in the human world. But what about the eccentrics and visionaries, those who resist that psychic pull in order to answer the soul\u2019s need to be itself and see beyond social artifice?<\/p>\n<p><i>The edge is what I have.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>They tend to dwell at the edges.  That is where both danger and possibility are found.  There we gain the possibility of seeing clearly for the first time, witnessing reality as a complete and self-fulfilled individual.<\/p>\n<p>But the danger is very real, as well.  No longer relying on socially constructed reality as our boundary we also lose our safe landmarks.  The psyche becomes disoriented and fragile.<\/p>\n<p>To navigate this dark and uncertain territory, the seeker and the artist must cultivate a highly refined inner sense of balance and discipline. This is an important reason for developing a vigorous spiritual practice. Without the necessary inner solidity, the tendency is to rely on dangerous crutches, like excessive drinking and drug use \u2014 a terrible problem for so many creative non-conformists.<\/p>\n<p>Think of it this way:  The normal consensus reality is like the rigid shell of an egg. It does an excellent job of safely containing the still-forming individual, giving protection from exposure to the unknown outside reality. But, if the individual remains within that shell forever, the soul never experiences the fullness of life. Through spiritual practice, one awakens the fire of life and takes on inner solidity not dependent on outer containment.  At that point, the shell has become too confining and we break free into the open air, cracking the shell but without fragmenting the self.  Spiritual practice and deepening self-awareness gives us the inner solidity needed to encounter the new world.<\/p>\n<p>\u2026Those dark periods we experience, they do actually serve a purpose, awakening clarity of vision and a compassionate heart. When we feel most vulnerable and lost, we are often going through our greatest growth and transformation, readying for the blaze of light.<\/p>\n<p><i>Death of the self in a long, tearless night,<br \/>\nAll natural shapes blazing unnatural light.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>We must learn to work deeply amidst the darkness. We discover who we really are, slowly emerging from the shadows, for that is our stable landmark when all else shifts about.<\/p>\n<p><i>The mind enters itself, and God the mind,<br \/>\nAnd one is One, free in the tearing wind.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>=<\/p>\n<p>Which poem do you keep close in your poetic medicine cabinet? What gives you comfort, clarity, or courage? Let me know.<\/p>\n<p>Sending love.<\/p>\n<p><!-- Begin Recommended Books --><br \/>\n<center><\/p>\n<p><!-- Begin Related Books Table --><\/p>\n<p><b><font face=\"Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif\" font=\"\" color=\"#003333\" size=\"2\"><a name=\"BooksList\"><\/a>Recommended Books: Theodore Roethke<\/font><\/b><\/p>\n<p><!-- Row --><\/p>\n<table width=\"100%\" border=\"0\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/1842931091\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/images\/books\/1831.jpg\" width=\"40\"><\/a><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/9780385086011\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/images\/books\/2553.jpg\" width=\"40\"><\/a><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/9781931082785\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/images\/books\/2554.jpg\" width=\"40\"><\/a><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/155659156X\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/images\/books\/2555.jpg\" width=\"40\"><\/a><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0472064541\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/images\/bk1sm.gif\" width=\"20\" height=\"31\"><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><small><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/1842931091\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Poetry for the Spirit: Poems of Universal Wisdom and Beauty<\/a><\/small><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><small><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/9780385086011\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">The Collected Poems of Theodore Roethke<\/a><\/small><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><small><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/9781931082785\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Theodore Roethke: Selected Poems<\/a><\/small><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><small><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/155659156X\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">On Poetry and Craft<\/a><\/small><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><small><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0472064541\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">The Glass House: The Life of Theodore Roethke<\/a><\/small><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: right;\" colspan=\"5\"><i><a href=\"index.htm#BooksList\">More Books >><\/a><\/i><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p><\/center><br \/>\n<!-- End Recommended Books --><\/p>\n<table size=\"100%\" border=\"0\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td width=\"13%\">\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Poets\/R\/RoethkeTheod\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"float: left\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/R\/RoethkeTheod\/images\/RoethkeTh_sm.jpg\" alt=\"Theodore Roethke, Theodore Roethke poetry, Secular or Eclectic poetry\"><\/a><\/td>\n<td width=\"87%\">\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Poets\/R\/RoethkeTheod\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><strong>Theodore Roethke<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n<p><em>US (1908 \u2013 1963) <a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Poets\/Timelines\/1600_present\/index.html#RoethkeTheodl\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Timeline<\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Traditions\/SecularorEcl\/index.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Secular or Eclectic<\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Traditions\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Traditions\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Traditions\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><\/a><\/em><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Poets\/R\/RoethkeTheod\/index.html#PoemList\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">More poetry by Theodore Roethke<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In a Dark Time by Theodore Roethke In a dark time, the eye begins to see, I meet my shadow in the deepening shade; I hear my echo in the echoing wood \u2014 A lord of nature weeping to a tree, I live between the heron and the wren, Beasts of the hill and serpents 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