{"id":8634,"date":"2025-10-31T08:29:06","date_gmt":"2025-10-31T15:29:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/blog\/?p=8634"},"modified":"2025-10-31T08:32:45","modified_gmt":"2025-10-31T15:32:45","slug":"ivan-m-granger-medusa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/blog\/2025\/10\/31\/ivan-m-granger-medusa\/","title":{"rendered":"Ivan M. Granger &#8211; Medusa"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Medusa<br \/>\nby <a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Poets\/G\/GrangerIvanM\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Ivan M. Granger<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Medusa says \u2013<\/p>\n<p>I was wisdom<br \/>\nonce,<br \/>\nblack as night.<\/p>\n<p>Now they call me:<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 monster,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 gorgon,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 hideous-faced.<\/p>\n<p>So I hide<br \/>\nbehind this hissing curtain<br \/>\nof hair.<\/p>\n<p>Lost<br \/>\nlittle ones,<br \/>\nbreathe easy;<br \/>\nyou are free<br \/>\nto not see.<\/p>\n<p>But<br \/>\nwhat is a lonely<br \/>\nold lady to do?<\/p>\n<p>I still wait<br \/>\nfor some daughter,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 some son,<br \/>\nso wounded by the world,<br \/>\nto seize these snakes<br \/>\nand part my locks wide.<\/p>\n<p>I still wait<br \/>\nfor some bold, tired<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 wild child of mine,<br \/>\ndetermined to die<br \/>\nseeing what\u2019s reflected<br \/>\nin my unblinking eye.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0985467940\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/images\/books\/2597.jpg\">  <\/a><font face=\"Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif\" size=\"1\"> \u2014 from <a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0985467940\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Real Thirst: Poetry of the Spiritual Journey<\/a>, by Ivan M. Granger<\/font><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3189\/3037687769_b594cee110.jpg\" hspace=\"7\" vspace=\"7\" width=\"500\" height=\"375\" \/><br \/><font size=\"1\"><em>\/ Image by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/palingzp\/\">Emanuello Brigant<\/a> \/<\/em><\/font><\/p>\n<p>Something to honor the Divine Goddess (and Halloween!) today\u2013<\/p>\n<p>Every now and then I awake early, before the sun.  Observing the nighttime before dawn, its embodiment of mystery, the unknown, vastness.  Night brings both peace and fear.  It does not distract us from ourselves.  Whatever we bring with us into the night we must confront\u2026<\/p>\n<p>I read a lot of Greek mythology in my childhood.  I loved the fantastical adventures, the heroes, the monsters, the convoluted relationships of the gods.  I was fascinated that so many common words and phrases have their origins in the names and stories of Greek myths.  It connected me with the Greek ancestry I have through my father.<\/p>\n<p>And I also had the vague, semi-formed idea that there was something deeper being said in these myth stories.<\/p>\n<p>I discovered something several years back that struck me:  Medusa, the quintessential monster of Greek mythology, was originally a much loved Goddess.  Her name comes from the Greek word \u201cmetis\u201d (related to the Sanskrit \u201cmedha\u201d) meaning \u201cwisdom.\u201d  Her worship is thought to have originated in North Africa and been imported into early Greek culture.  She was black-skinned, wore wild, matted hair (with, of course, snakes), stood naked, wide-eyed, and embodied the mystery of woman, the wisdom of the night, the truths too profound or terrible to face in the daylight.<\/p>\n<p>Medusa is, in effect, a Mediterranean version of the Bengali Goddess Kali.<\/p>\n<p>Medusa was eventually subsumed into the safer, patriarchal worship of Athena, who carries Medusa\u2019s head upon her shield.<\/p>\n<p>This discovery inspired me to look at the figure of Medusa more deeply, more reverently.  What is the wisdom that terrifies?  Why the snakes?  Why the petrifying open-eyed stare?  And how does such a bringer of terrible wisdom feel about being rejected by her children as a \u201cmonster\u201d?<\/p>\n<p><i>So I hide<br \/>\nBehind this hissing curtain<br \/>\nOf hair.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>One way to understand the snakes about Medusa\u2019s head is as the awakened Kundalini energy, having risen from the base of the spine to the skull \u2014 something well-understood in the Mediterranean mystery schools of the ancient world.  This vital, snake-like energy is the Goddess energy.  Medusa, the Goddess, is the Snake Mother.<\/p>\n<p>(The more monstrous aspect of Medusa can also be understood as a rageful expression of the Kundalini, the Divine Feminine energy, when it is repressed in society. A society that does not respect the strength and mystery of Woman, that does not allow the feminine energy to move freely, that society is lost in a state of calcifying fear. Too many societies see only the terrible Gorgon when looking at the Divine Mother.) <\/p>\n<p>In my poem, Medusa has formed of this feminine life-energy a curtain, a veil that hides Her Face from a world not ready to bear witness to Her.  This curtain is the veil of illusion that creates an artificial sense of separation between the world and the Divine.<\/p>\n<p>And the curtain does indeed hiss.  When you are quiet and your thoughts settle, we begin to hear a soft sound seeming to issue from the base of the skull.  Initially, it sounds like a creaking or crackling noise, a white noise, a sort of a hissing.  The deeper we go into silence, the more the sound resolves itself.  Eventually, we recognize it permeating our whole body and all things.<\/p>\n<p>We must pass through this hissing curtain in order to meet the deep truth waiting for us on the other side.<\/p>\n<p><i>I still wait<br \/>\nFor some bold, tired<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Wild child of mine,<br \/>\nDetermined to die<br \/>\nSeeing what\u2019s reflected<br \/>\nIn my unblinking eye.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Medusa\u2019s eye does not blink.  This is partly what is so terrifying about her gaze.  She stares boldly out and sees Reality as it is.  She sees it plainly, fearlessly, and without interruption.  There is no pause for interpretation or \u201cfiltering.\u201d  Medusa\u2019s truth is raw.  She is the Divine Mother who sees all of Her Creation in every living instant.<\/p>\n<p>Looking in Medusa\u2019s eye, what is it that we see reflected?  Our own self, of course.  And this truly is shattering, for we see the truth about ourselves.  We see the unreality of the little self, the social self, the ego self we imagine ourselves to be.  That little self is a phantom, a mental creation only.<\/p>\n<p>Medusa, in her shattering wisdom, does not protect us from this realization.  Her love will not allow us to struggle on with such a false notion holding us back from our true nature.<\/p>\n<p>Seeing this truth, we die.  The little self dies.<\/p>\n<p>But, in dying to the little self, our true nature suddenly shines forth.  The real Self, which is one with the Divine, emerges.  Every aspect of ourselves that felt broken and that we labored so long to fix, is suddenly made whole. In fact, we realize that nothing was ever broken in the first place.  That sense of incompleteness was the result of denying the vastness we already are while clinging to the illusion of the little self.<\/p>\n<p>This is Medusa\u2019s gift to Her children.  This is Her terrible wisdom.  It is the truth that blesses us through death, and then gives us greater life than we had previously imagined possible.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013<\/p>\n<p>Halloween, Samhain, el Dia de los Muertos. The ancestors speak to us at this time, as do our fears. In this season we face the darkness, the unknown. We rediscover the hard truths we\u2019ve exiled and encounter the possibilities we haven\u2019t yet dreamed.<\/p>\n<p>As a child, Halloween was always one of my favorite holidays.  I loved the masks and costumes, toying with notions of self and identity, a game of hide-and-seek with the world.  I loved the season, the chill breeze and thick sweaters, bare branches with a few bright leaves, the brilliant daylight, bold and brief, streaming through.  And, I have to admit, I loved the giddy, creeping sense of death\u2026 along with the whispered question of what might lay beyond it.  <\/p>\n<p>Spirits, magic, monsters, and nighttime, they evoked in me a childish delight in the sense that there was something more to the world than seen in the daylight, something hidden, secret, another reality in the shadows.  I felt the holiday tugging at me, my goosebumps an invitation into secret worlds\u2026<\/p>\n<p>It is said that at this time of year the veil between this world and the Otherworld thins, when we can reconnect with the spirits of our forerunners, when we can gain unexpected insight.  It is a time of magic and reconnection and stepping into the unknown.<\/p>\n<p>This is the time of year when the light of summer and the harvest season recedes, the days grow shorter, and the darkness of winter takes ascendance. This is the good darkness that balances the year.  With darker, shorter, colder days, we are less active and turn inward.  It summons us back to the cave of the self.  In this internal, inturning time we gain insight and strength and, through endurance, find ourselves renewed and ready for the new light to come in springtime.  This darkness is the time of spiritual practice that prepares us for the renewed light and life of springtime.  For only in darkness does new life gestate.  Only in darkness do our eyes learn to see.<\/p>\n<p>Let\u2019s honor those who came before us and made a way for us in the world.  Let\u2019s discover the unknown possibilities yet available to us.  And let\u2019s celebrate the good darkness \u2014 along with the hidden light and life we discover there!<\/p>\n<p><!-- Begin Recommended Books --><br \/>\n<center><\/p>\n<p><!-- Begin Related Books Table --><\/p>\n<p><b><font face=\"Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif\" font color=\"#003333\" size=\"2\"><a name=\"BooksList\"><\/a>Recommended Books: Ivan M. Granger<\/font><\/b><\/p>\n<table width=\"100%\" border=\"0\">\n<p><!-- Row --><\/p>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0985467932\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/images\/books\/2652.jpg\" width=\"40\"><\/a><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0985467975\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/images\/books\/2720.jpg\" width=\"40\"><\/a><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0985467940\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/images\/books\/2597.jpg\" width=\"40\"><\/a><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/1401923879\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/images\/books\/2430.jpg\" width=\"40\"><\/a><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0997019611\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/images\/books\/2676.jpg\" width=\"40\"><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><small><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0985467932\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">The Longing in Between: Sacred Poetry from Around the World (A Poetry Chaikhana Anthology)<\/a><\/small><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><small><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0985467975\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">This Dance of Bliss: Ecstatic Poetry from Around the World<\/a><\/small><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><small><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0985467940\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Real Thirst: Poetry of the Spiritual Journey<\/a><\/small><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><small><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/1401923879\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">For Lovers of God Everywhere: Poems of the Christian Mystics<\/a><\/small><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\"><small><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/redirect?link_code=ur2&camp=1789&tag=poetrychaikha-20&creative=9325&path=ASIN\/0997019611\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Diamond Cutters: Visionary Poets in America, Britain & Oceania<\/a><\/small><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: right;\" colspan=\"5\"><i><a href=\"index.htm#BooksList\">More Books >><\/a><\/i><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n<p><\/center><br \/>\n<!-- End Recommended Books --><\/p>\n<table size=\"100%\" border=\"0\">\n<tr>\n<td width=\"13%\">\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Poets\/G\/GrangerIvanM\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"float: left\" src=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/G\/GrangerIvanM\/images\/GrangerIv_sm.jpg\" alt=\"Ivan M. Granger, Ivan M. Granger poetry, Secular or Eclectic poetry\"><\/a>\n<\/td>\n<td width=\"87%\">\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Poets\/G\/GrangerIvanM\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><strong>Ivan M. Granger<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n<p><em>US (1969 \u2013 )<br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Traditions\/SecularorEcl\/index.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Secular or Eclectic<\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Traditions\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Traditions\/YogaHindu\/index.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Yoga \/ Hindu<\/a> : <a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Traditions\/YogaHindu\/index.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Advaita \/ Non-Dualist<\/a><\/em>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Ivan M. Granger is the founder and editor of the <i>Poetry Chaikhana<\/i>, a publishing house and online resource for sacred poetry from around the world. He is the author of <i>Real Thirst: Poetry of the Spiritual Journey<\/i>. He is also the editor of <i>The Longing in Between: A Poetry Chaikhana Anthology<\/i> and <i>This Dance of Bliss: Ecstatic Poetry from Around the World<\/i>. His poetry and translations have been included in several magazines and anthologies. <\/p>\n<p>Ivan grew up in Oregon and Southern California, and he has lived on the island of Maui and for many years in Colorado.  He lives in Oregon with his wife, Michele.<\/p>\n<p><i>\u201cPoetry has an immediate effect on the mind. The simple act of reading poetry alters thought patterns and the shuttle of the breath. Poetry induces trance. Its words are chant. Its rhythms are drumbeats. Its images become the icons of the inner eye. Poetry is more than a description of the sacred experience; it carries the experience itself.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n<p>==<\/p>\n<p>Poetry Chaikhana readers often ask me about myself.  Who is the guy behind all those poetry emails?  What drew you to sacred poetry?  And just what does \u201cPoetry Chaikhana\u201d mean?<\/p>\n<p>As a way to answer some of those questions, I thought I\u2019d post an <a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/downloads\/Interview_with_EATP.mp3\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">audio interview<\/a> I did some years ago.  I talk a little about myself, and a lot about poetry \u2014 the transformational power of poetry, the ways poetry naturally expresses the sacred experience, the non-dogmatic nature of poetry. And I read a few poems.<\/p>\n<p>Click to listen: <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/downloads\/Interview_with_EATP.mp3\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Interview with Ivan M. Granger<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>==<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"mailto:ivan@poetry-chaikhana.com\">Email Ivan M. Granger<\/a><\/p>\n<p><script src=\"https:\/\/badge.facebook.com\/badge\/739777906.368.1650617411.js\"><\/script><noscript><a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/people\/Ivan_M_Granger\/739777906\">Ivan M. Granger\u2019s Facebook profile<\/a><\/noscript><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetry-chaikhana.com\/Poets\/G\/GrangerIvanM\/index.html#PoemList\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">More poetry by Ivan M. Granger<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Medusa by Ivan M. Granger Medusa says \u2013 I was wisdom once, black as night. Now they call me: \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 monster, \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 gorgon, \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 hideous-faced. So I hide behind this hissing curtain of hair. Lost little ones, breathe easy; you are free to not see. But what is a lonely old lady to do? 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