Apr 19 2013

UPDATE: Real Thirst Book Signing – May 4, 2013 in Longmont, CO

Last week I announced that I would be doing a book signing at a Colorado authors event. That event was unexpectedly postponed until later this year. Because I don’t want to disappoint the people who have already contacted me to say they were looking forward to meeting me, I have set up an alternative book signing of my own — same date, same time, and just across the street from the original event:

When: Saturday, May 4, 2013 1:00pm to 3:00pm
Where: La Vita Bella Coffee, 47t Main St., Longmont, CO 80501

This is a good opportunity to say hello or sit down to some friendly conversation over tea or coffee.

Free. Everyone is welcome.

If you’re in the area, come by and say hello!

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Apr 12 2013

Real Thirst Book Signing – May 4, 2013 in Longmont, CO

Come meet Ivan M. Granger in person at La Vita Bella Coffee in Longmont, Colorado. If you are in the Boulder/Longmont area, here is a wonderful opportunity to sit down with Ivan for some friendly conversation. (Don’t forget La Vita Bella’s excellent mochas and baked goods!) Ivan will be signing copies of Real Thirst: Poetry of the Spiritual Journey.

When: Sunday, May 4, 2013 1:00 – 3:00 pm
Where: La Vita Bella Coffee in Longmont, Colorado

–Free event – everyone is welcome!–

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Apr 12 2013

Hadewijch – All things

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All things
by Hadewijch

English version by Jane Hirshfield

All things
are too small
to hold me,
I am so vast

In the Infinite
I reach
for the Uncreated

I have
touched it,
it undoes me
wider than wide

Everything else
is too narrow

You know this well,
you who are also there

— from Women in Praise of the Sacred: 43 Centuries of Spiritual Poetry by Women, Edited by Jane Hirshfield


/ Photo by Alice Popkorn /

This is the mystical recognition: the realization that in your Self of selves you are immense!

All things
are too small
to hold me,
I am so vast

Just read those lines again.

Everything that can be called a “thing,” each item of perception and thought is just a glimmering sliver of the whole Being we inherently are. No body, no name, no job, no history can truly contain what we are. A glass of water can suggest the lake, give us a taste of it, but not contain it.

The middle section of this poem is almost erotic in its naked yielding to “the Uncreated,” in the recognition of how that “touch” completely “undoes” us. That too is the mystical recognition. As we finally realize that we are not contained by the body or the social roles we play, where then is the boundary of identity? Where do you say, Here I stop and beyond is not-me? That point no longer exists. We are “In the Infinite;” our source is “the Uncreated.” Those old, limited identities are undone, they fall away, and the inner core of the Self, the Heart, is spread “wider than wide.”

But why bother with explanations? You already “know this well, / you who are also there.”






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Apr 12 2013

habit

Acquire the habit of peace.

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Apr 10 2013

AE (George William Russell) – Star Teachers

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Star Teachers
by AE (George William Russell)

Even as a bird sprays many-coloured fires,
The plumes of paradise, the dying light
Rays through the fevered air in misty spires
      That vanish in the heights.

These myriad eyes that look on me are mine;
Wandering beneath them I have found again
The ancient ample moment, the divine,
      The God-root within men.

For this, for this the lights innumerable
As symbols shine that we the true light win:
For every star and every deep they fill     
      Are stars and deeps within.

— from Wild Poets of Ecstasy: An Anthology of Ecstatic Verse, Edited by D. J. Moores


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The stars spread across the night sky have fascinated humans since we first thought to look up. The illuminated night sky is the first campfire, the first kiva, the first movie theater, the first tabernacle. It is the first place of initiation and of awakening self-awareness. Since ancient days, the stars have spoken to us, conjuring stories from our psyches; thus, they teach us of our deep selves.

These myriad eyes that look on me are mine…

These eyes in the night sky that look down upon us, watching the human drama and the unfolding of the human spirit, they are our own eyes. In seeing these heavenly witnesses, we begin to see as they see. Seeing the stars spread across the immense night sky, we know ourselves better, and our minds expand to take in a wider reality.

Wandering beneath them I have found again
The ancient ample moment, the divine,
      The God-root within men.

I love that phrase — “the ancient ample moment.” In the silence beneath the stars, the mind settles, the self-centered self fades, and we enter the present moment. We discover that this moment — right now — is immense, and encompasses the whole universe and the full stretch of time from the long forgotten past to the unknown future. And it all meets here, in the present moment, centered in you. Such a profoundly peaceful meeting of all that is brings us into the awareness of the Divine, the God-root within.

For this, for this the lights innumerable
As symbols shine that we the true light win…

From the esoteric point of view, the light the eyes see, the light of the stars in the night sky, is not the real light. No matter how intensely bright and clear, it is a reflection of the eternal light of consciousness that shines just beneath the surface of all existence. The stars themselves become symbols, representatives, embodying a fragment of that “true light,” reminding the vastness of creation to look within for the real radiance.

For every star and every deep they fill     
      Are stars and deeps within.

Finding that light, we discover that we too shine like the stars within the deep mystery.






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Apr 10 2013

silent Self within

There’s that silent Self within,
a stranger to us,
seated in wordless immensity

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Apr 05 2013

Mary Oliver – Yes! No!

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Yes! No!
by Mary Oliver

How necessary it is to have opinions! I think the spotted trout
lilies are satisfied, standing a few inches above the earth. I
think serenity is not something you just find in the world,
like a plum tree, holding up its white petals.

The violets, along the river, are opening their blue faces, like
small dark lanterns.

The green mosses, being so many, are as good as brawny.

How important it is to walk along, not in haste but slowly,
looking at everything and calling out

Yes! No! The

swan, for all his pomp, his robes of grass and petals, wants
only to be allowed to live on the nameless pond. The catbrier
is without fault. The water thrushes, down among the sloppy
rocks, are going crazy with happiness. Imagination is better
than a sharp instrument. To pay attention, this is our endless
and proper work.

— from White Pine: Poems and Prose Poems, by Mary Oliver


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There is so much I like about this poem.

I’m not so certain myself how necessary it is to have opinions. Perhaps Mary Oliver’s opinions and her Yesses and Noes are really about being present, making a choice to be there, to be aware.

How important it is to walk along, not in haste but slowly,
looking at everything and calling out

Yes! No!

And that’s what I really like about the poem, the sense that the supreme act of a conscious being is to be aware, and to be here, alive and quiet in the undefined moment.

The

swan, for all his pomp, his robes of grass and petals, wants
only to be allowed to live on the nameless pond.

The “nameless pond.” To that, I definitely say, Yes! That single phrase nails me to the spot each time I read it. The thinking mind reflexively wants to name everything it sees, and in naming it, claiming it, defining it. Labeling a thing or place, we then think we have seen it, and so ignore it in order to move on to the next thing to be named. Naming is a way of protecting ourselves from direct encounter.

What is it like to encounter a pond with no name? Not even called “pond”? A landscape without labels is a wide open, mysterious, magical realm. The swan glides through that world every day and needs no names to make it real. In some sense, naming the pond diminishes it, even for the swan, since it has then been claimed as human territory. This is why we need those wild places, unnamed spaces, where the swan can float and the thrush can dance in the unfenced mystery. Where we, wild seekers, can wander in wordless witness.

To pay attention, this is our endless
and proper work.






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Apr 05 2013

relax

Don’t strain toward enlightenment.
Relax into it.

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Apr 03 2013

Umar ibn al-Farid – In memory of the beloved (from The Wine Ode (al-Khamriyah))

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In memory of the beloved (from The Wine Ode (al-Khamriyah))
by Umar Ibn al-Farid

English version by Th. Emil Homerin

In memory of the beloved
      we drank a wine;
            we were drunk with it
      before creation of the vine.

The full moon its glass, the wine
      a sun circled by a crescent;
            when it is mixed,
      how many stars appear!

If not for its bouquet,
      I would not have found its tavern;
            if not for its flashing gleam,
      how could imagination picture it?

Time preserved nothing of it
      save one last breath,
            concealed like a secret
      in the breasts of wise men.

But if it is recalled among the tribe,
      the worthy ones
            are drunk by morn
      without shame or sin.

— from Umar Ibn al-Farid: Sufi Verses, Saintly Life, Translated by Th. Emil Homerin


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Mystics of every tradition use the language of wine and drunkenness to describe states of enlightenment. It sounds like a taunting, illicit metaphor, and it is. But it is more than that. This wine, though subtle, is real, and can be experienced in a profound, very physical manner.

In memory of the beloved
      we drank a wine;
            we were drunk with it
      before creation of the vine.

A flowing substance is felt upon the palette, with a taste of ethereal sweetness that can be compared with wine or honey. There is a sensation of drinking and a warming of the heart. The attention blissfully turns inward, the eyelids grow pleasantly heavy and the gaze may become unfocused. A giddy smile naturally blooms for no apparent reason. When the ecstasy comes on strongly, the body can tremble, sometimes the consciousness even leaves the body.

With these experiences, it not only makes sense for mystics to use the language of wine, observers sometimes mistake this state for actual drunkenness.

The full moon its glass, the wine
      a sun circled by a crescent;
            when it is mixed,
      how many stars appear!

In just these few lines, Umar ibn al-Farid implies layers of meaning. Let’s build the image in our minds, layer by layer.

How, and in what way, is the full moon like a wine glass? In esoteric language, the full moon is often used as a symbol for the awakened awareness, the awakened heart, the awakened soul. That is the only suitable container for this sacred wine.

Next, even more surprisingly, he describes the wine as “a sun.” That suggests wine is made of fire, a source of light, the opposite of the dark liquid image we normally associate with wine. Wine is closer to water than fire in our normal conception. Not so for the mystic. The wine is the marriage of water and fire. It is the water transformed by fire into something wholly new.

We can think of the water is the psyche, the individual awareness. The fire is the fermentation. Neither water nor juice alone make men drunk. You need the fermentation. You need the hidden alchemical work of the bacteria. You need life! Wine is alive, and it is the fermentation process that infuses it with life. Fermentation is the working of spiritual practice until the psyche sparks into life.

When the still water is lit up by that initiating fire or fermentation, the heavenly night sky is reflected upon its calm face. When the mind is utterly still and lit with the fire of illumination, then the awareness reflects the heavenly expanse — and you find yourself imbibing the Celestial Drink! You find that the water of the normal psyche has been miraculously transformed into the glowing, life-filled wine!

What is important in the wine is its fire!

When we put these two images together — a moon glass holding the sun wine — we have an evocation of the Muslim symbol of the star and crescent. Picture in your mind the rim of a glass catching the light — that is the crescent — and within it is held the star or sun. One way Sufis understand this symbol is that the star is the dawning light of enlightenment, and the crescent is the rim of the glass of bliss-bestowing wine. The crescent is the rim of the sky, the open boundaries of the awakened mind, the open heart… giving us enlightenment within the individual soul and within the world of being. And reflected on the surface of this enlightenment, the illuminated night sky; we see all of creation as a map of light.

If not for its bouquet,
      I would not have found its tavern;
            if not for its flashing gleam,
      how could imagination picture it?

In addition to a nectar-like sweetness, many mystics experience a scent that can be rapturously overwhelming or tantalizingly subtle. The aroma is the intoxicating scent of the wine. But this blissful scent can also be understood as the perfume worn by the Beloved that awakens sacred ardor upon the spiritual journey.

And, of course, perfume is scented oil, oil being the substance used to anoint and initiate.

Time preserved nothing of it
      save one last breath,
            concealed like a secret
      in the breasts of wise men.

This circles back to the opening verse. Umar ibn al-Farid is saying we were all drunk on the sacred drink “before the creation of the vine,” that is, before the manifestation of the physical universe. That drunkenness, that ecstasy of spiritual union, is the primordial state… our natural state.

But now, the world of physical being, only “one last breath” of that primordial wine is preserved “like a secret / in the breasts of wise men.” In the midst of the bewildering kaleidoscope of manifest reality, this eternal drink is no longer apparent. One must go to the wise to find it to find out if it is real or not. Better yet, become one of the wise and erase all doubt.

But if it is recalled among the tribe,
      the worthy ones
            are drunk by morn
      without shame or sin.

The drunkenness of the wise has nothing to do with alcohol and everything to do with the giddy, fiery touch of the Beloved.






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Apr 03 2013

masks

Even our masks reveal us.

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Mar 29 2013

Symeon the New Theologian – The fire rises in me

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The fire rises in me
by Symeon the New Theologian

English version by Ivan M. Granger

The fire rises in me,
      and lights up my heart.
Like the sun!
Like the golden disk!
Opening, expanding, radiant –
      Yes!
      — a flame!

I say again:
      I don’t know
      what to say!

I’d fall silent
– If only I could –
but this marvel
      makes my heart leap,
it leaves me open mouthed
      like a fool,

urging me
      to summon words
      from my silence.

— from Real Thirst: Poetry of the Spiritual Journey, by Ivan M. Granger


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This is a poem of fire and silence.

Why fire? In ecstasy, there is often a sense of heat — filled with immense love — that permeates the body. This warmth seems to emerge from the seat, flares in the belly, and rises upward, fanning out at the heart.

The fire rises in me,
and lights up my heart.

As this fire moves through the body, it also moves through the awareness, consuming all thoughts (or, more accurately, the tremors from which thoughts emerge).

I say again:
      I don’t know
      what to say!

This fire burns away even the thought of “I” — only the sense of this living flame remains.

it leaves me open mouthed
      like a fool…

But the heart, giddy with the expanding vista of bliss, nonetheless wants to share its joy. Though it has no words left, it still wishes to speak of “this marvel,”

urging me
      to summon words
      from my silence.

Have a day of bliss, fire and silence!






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Mar 29 2013

fierce

What you lack in natural devotion,
make up for with fierceness for the Divine!

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Mar 27 2013

Solomon ibn Gabirol – Ecstasy

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Ecstasy
by Solomon ibn Gabirol

English version by Israel Zangwill

My thoughts astounded asked me why
Towards the whirling wheels on high
In ecstasy I rush and fly.

The living God is my desire,
It carries me on wings of fire,
Body and soul to Him aspire.

God is at once my joy and fate,
This yearning me He did create,
At thought of Him I palpitate.

Shall song with all its loveliness
Submerge my soul with happiness
Before the God of Gods it bless?


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Something today in honor of Passover by one of the greatest Medieval Jewish poets and philosophers, Solomon ibn Gabirol…

(I’m still looking for a truly excellent translation of his poetry in English. This poem today, for example– I think with a more elegant translation it could soar in the mind and open the heart. But there is enough left to us in this translation that, with a little attention, we can touch its secret effervescence. So spend a few moments rereading this poem; find the spaces between the words and meanings, and let the magic rush in!)






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Mar 27 2013

corrections

The awakened heart
corrects all errors
of the mind.

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Mar 22 2013

Hildegard von Bingen – Sequence for the Holy Spirit

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O ignis Spiritus Paracliti / Sequence for the Holy Spirit
by Hildegard von Bingen

English version by Barbara Newman

Fiery Spirit,
fount of courage,
life within life
of all that has being!

Holy are you, transmuting the perfect
      into the real.
Holy are you, healing
      the mortally stricken.
Holy are you, cleansing
      the stench of wounds.

O sacred breath O blazing
love O savor in the breast and balm
flooding the heart with
the fragrance of good,

O limpid mirror of God
who leads wanderers
home and hunts out the lost,

Armor of the heart and hope
of the integral body,
sword-belt of honor:
save those who know bliss!

Guard those the fiend holds
imprisoned,
free those in fetters
whom divine force wishes to save.

O current of power permeating all
in the heights upon the earth and
in all deeps:
you bind and gather
all people together.

Out of you clouds
come streaming, winds
take wing from you, dashing
rain against stone;
and ever-fresh springs
well from you, washing
the evergreen globe.

O teacher of those who know,
a joy to the wise
is the breath of Sophia.

Praise then be yours!
you are the song of praise,
the delight of life,
a hope and a potent honor
granting garlands of light.

— from Symphonia: A Critical Edition of the Symphonia armonie celstium revelationum, by Hildegard of Bingen / Translated by Barbara Newman


/ Photo by Jimmy Benson /

The spring equinox has just passed (for those of us in the Northern Hemisphere). In the Persian calendar, Nowruz was just celebrated. Palm Sunday leading into Easter in the Christian world and Passover in Judaism… This is a time of renewal, a time to shake off the death and darkness of winter and embrace the new light and life offered to us by the world.

So I thought a meditation on the universal flow of life by the great Medieval mystic, Hildegard von Bingen would set the right tone for us today..

This song of praise is more than just a beautiful catalog of how God, in the motherly aspect of the Holy Spirit, is so important to creation. Read it deeply and you will see that a powerful and very specific vision is being communicated.

God, through the Holy Spirit, is “life within life / of all that has being.” This is an image of the formless, vivifying force of the divine, the Holy Breath that permeates all of manifest existence, everything in nature, every form, giving it life, making it holy, making it divine.

Through this divine animating spirit shared by all, all separate things are actually one: “you bind and gather / all people together.”

Especially notice the lines:

Out of you clouds
come streaming, winds
take wing from you, dashing
rain against stone;
and ever-fresh springs
well from you, washing
the evergreen globe.

Another translation renders these lines as:

From you clouds flow, air flies,
rocks have their humours,
rivers spring forth from the waters
and earth sweats her green vigour.

All of physical reality, even in its most solid forms of earth and rock, all of ‘solid’ reality… flows. Nothing is as tangible or stationary as it may superficially appear. All forms possess a sort of divine inner ‘sap’ — the fluid Holy Spirit — that is its true being or essence which shows itself as life: “and earth sweats her green vigour.”

This is not a dusty theological statement, but a vision of life, how the Divine flows unhindered through all of creation, and it is that flowing that is life. And all things, all people, you and I, we are not solid, separate physical bodies; we, too, are nothing less than that eternal flow.

O teacher of those who know,
a joy to the wise
is the breath of Sophia.






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Mar 22 2013

Use yourself up!

Use yourself up!

When you have spent yourself utterly
– that is the moment you seek.

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Mar 18 2013

Li Po – The birds have vanished into the sky

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The birds have vanished into the sky
by Li Po

English version by Sam Hamill

The birds have vanished into the sky,
and now the last cloud drains away.

We sit together, the mountain and me,
until only the mountain remains.

— from Endless River: Li Po and Tu Fu: A Friendship in Poetry, Translated by Sam Hamill


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We can read a lot into this poem, or very little.

One way to read Li Po’s poem is that the birds are like chattering thoughts. They represent the movement within the mind. But thoughts can soar so high, reach such elevated levels, that they vanish in the sky of mind.

The clouds might be understood as obstructions of awareness, limiting the perception of the untainted vast sky-mind. And, with the birds, clouds too “drain away” in deep stillness.

(Yet, even when clouds are thick and heavy, even when birds flit about in their busyness, the sky itself, original mind, contains it all and remains pure and untainted beyond the obstructions.)

The mountain is that which is eternal, fixed, both rooted in the earth and touching the heavens. Watching this “mountain” of eternal presence long enough, in deep stillness you find that you are nowhere to be seen. You are surprised to discover that everything you reflexively called “me” was never really there in the first place, and “only the mountain remains.” The “mountain” is finally recognized as your true Self, your only self, eternal. Effortlessly, you bridge heaven and earth by your very nature. And only That remains.

OR –

You can ignore all of that, and just step into the landscape.






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